Monday, April 21, 2008
you mean the world t me <3
It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
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today has been a tiring but a realli awesome day. =) met the gals at macs and went for class. sweetheart was late. anw, mr ahzar's lesson was actually realli interestin, seriously. no disapointment there. hahas. hands on was like realli fun, but manfred and max were disturbin me with the fishball/ah ma camera shy thing which was like actually reallli funny. hahhas. i kept hidin behind pin hui t avoid the cam. lols. hahas. anw, we realised like marcus ning's hair blends in with the trees. hahhas XD anw, we went for like filmin and pin hui, humirah and i walked arnd the sch doin like diff kiind of shots, and it was actually realli fun and also funny seein certain ppl avoidin us like the plague while some went in front of our camera with like twist signs and all. thn we bumped into like rebecca and all and also manfred. thn we decided t like jk with them and term social escorts. HAHHAS XP anw, their nick names are like hell boy, patrick and spongebob. hahhahas. i ran from the cam for like the 2nd time. hahhahas. yea, but all in all, it was like super fun and hillarious with the cams and the experiances. and p.s. i took video of a lotttttt of ppl' asses. hahahhahs, o yea, my project grp for ICA1 is apple and melvin =)
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went t cherilyn's place aft sch with maxine, jiamin, pin hui, charlene and wanyun. we ate duck rice, treat from cherilyn's mom =) hahas. and durin then, all the RA, nc 16, M18 stuff all came out and random questions, topics and answers came out, it was superrrrr funny luh. hahahahs lols. thn we agreed we will b totally PG when we reach her place. we watched blades of glory and mean girls, and both the films, we ended up like seein the tilt shot, over the shoulder, point of view, close up and etc. everythin tat mr ahzar taught us tday was stuck in our heads and we started sayin "screw, mr ahnzar's messin with our heads" hahhas lols. thn we went back t sch for sweetheart's water polo tryouts while pin hui went hm. OMG PINK,WHITE AND SKULL SPEEDO'S ARE THE MOSTTTTT DISGUSTING THINGS YOU CAN EVER SEE!!!!!!!!! seriously, i cannnnoootttt emphasize hw effing disturbin it realli was luh. mind boggling sia. lols. hahhahas. i shall leave it at that. we bitched and talked like wad girls do and talkin bout cheerleadin makes me think back durin sch time and durin Marie. hahahs. i miss CALS luh. anw, we walked arnd thn finally aft a few rounds and stuff, we went t the mrt station.
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met baby at novena, he walked t find me frm work with his frens and we went t eat at long john. the long john at novena is like sooooo much better thn tiong luh. anw, we walked arnd but all shops were like closed, this was like at 10 plus. ahhahas. thn we went t posb and stuff, and the ocbc/ petty thingy came up. super funny. hahhas. its me and baby's inside joke yea. XD anw, went t take mrt and there was our joke bout changi airport, well mainly mine actualy. hahahs. ok inside joke too. psps. B accompanied me t tiong before goin back t bishan, sayin nt safe and stuff. we slacked at tiong station a while thn i went off.
B, ily. imy a lot now even though i jus met you like not long ago, i realli had soo much fun with you tday. you're th only guy t take away my insecurities and my fears. and i think the onli one who can like handle my nonsence yea. did you no that you were the first guy that has ever made me feel so lucky, so happy and so loved. hahas. ily loadss and loads, seein you tmr. hahas. sleep early yea, mornin shift tmr.
valentine's day/8:31 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
AMUSEMENT!
IM BORED AND I CANT SLEEP XD hahahs
so, here is a short quiz i saw or darling's blog. hahhas
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Only answer True or False:
Q: Kissed more than one person on your top friends? True
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? True.Q: You like someone? True.
Q: Held a snake? false.
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Kissed in the rain? true
Q: Sang in the shower? True.Q: Sat on a roof top? True.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True.
Q: Broken a bone? False.
Q: Shaved your head? False.
Q: Played a prank on someone? True.
Q: Had/have a gym membership? False.
Q: Donated Blood? False.
Q: Had your heart broken? True.
Q: Broken someone's heart? True.
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"Who was your last?" just be 100% truthful.
LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? – Baby low, baby in law, sheena, annabelle, eloise, brenda and sam ng.
2. last person you texted? -- Baby3.
3.last person you slept next to? –jia min
4. Went to the movies with? -- B.
5. Went to the mall with? – B and jack
6. You talked to on the phone? -- pretty.
7. Made you laugh? -- B.
8. You hugged? -- B.
9. You kissed? – uhm!!! Hahhas, can i not answer, but its easy t guess la.obviously B. hahas.
10. Made you cry? – uhm, B
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WOULD YOU RATHER...
1. Be serious or be funny? -- Funny
2. Drink whole or skim milk? – EWW, none!.
3. Die in a fire or get shot? – PEACEFUL DEATH LA!!.
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? – MOON XP
2. dark or light chocolate? – dark
3. left or right? -- right
4. Sunny or rainy? -- Rainy.
5. Hugs or kisses? -- hugs
6. Where do you live? – Bukit Merah View(pls dont come and stalk me ar XD)
7. Rock or Techno? -- Rock.
8. Do you want to get married? -- Yes.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? -- Neither
10. Do you cook? -- Yes.
11. Current mood? – bored.
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IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? -- yup
2. Sang? -- Yup
3. Been hugged? -- Yup
4. Liked someone you can't have? NOPE!.
valentine's day/9:59 AM
What did i know
I always felt so much on control
I thought i'd make it all on my own
Never thought i would forget
All i have known
Love's about to change my heart
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ok, recent update. soo, aft the borin lect which i seirously did nt pay any attention t, we went for class at the lab. wrote summaries and stuff bout newspapaer articles, and while we were doin taat, i was msn-in manfred and max, jia min and rebecca. hahahs. seirously, cld nt concentrate and we were super bored luh!!! hahas. o yea, tx manfred for the gum ^^ hahas. anw, aft the super long presentation thingy we went for lunch at koufu. pin hui, manfred, max and may may and i went t eat tgt on acc tat there wasnt enough seats for us all t sit tgt and we decided t sacrifice (inside joke) hahhas. anw, i totally absent mindedly left my labbie there till like a while ltr, but luckily for me, it was like still there. hahhas heng ar. tx guys for waitin for me XD hahahs. lessons were alright. had miss su class again. literally, me, manfred, max, wan yun and charlene brought a wholeeeee neew meanin t letter passin. the thing was, pin hui and i were havin 2 totally diff conferences. one with max and manfred and another with wan yun and charlene and the letters were thrown back and forth. we squashed the paper up and threw, of course whn cher nt lookin la. hahhas. but it was realllli hillarious cuase it was like i kept missin and stuff and i got the nickname of ah ma by them -.- hahhas. they have far tooo much outgoin free le lo, kept callin me and i answered cause its like i have free incomin. lols. anw, intro's all over again and pin hui and i decided t do a skit, hahas was realli funny, we termed rebecca and appl as seniors and manfred as the janitor. hahhaahs. lols. thn it was bitchin session at the gals toilet with like most of the gals. seriously, i felt like bitchin has become a part of our lives. hahahs XD anw, i got saboh-ed by the "janitor" t b class rap, but i pushed it t may may. hahhas, aft votin, she became, luckily. hahas, bein class rap is fine, but i think bein classrap for 2 modules is tooo much. seriously. hahahs. lessons ended and pin hui and may may and i walked t the mrt station, pin hui and i talked a lot bout the media thingy, influenced. hahas.
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met up with Baby at the mrt station and we took the mrt tgt t bugis t meet pretty and jack. lols, we were like playin his psp, puzzle bubble and makin a lot of noise i think. hahhas. XD anw, reached bugis and we like blindly walked arnd for lke quite a while thn we went t sit dwn at food junction. lols. they were playin with my labbie for a while thn we went t buy food. pepper lunch =DD hahas. aft eatin we walked arnd again. pretty went off and the 3 of us walked arnd bugis village. stopped outside the 7/11 cuase they wanted t fag. lols. went t arcade aft tat thn went off. met up with baby low, baby in law, sam ng, sheena, annabelle, eloise and brenda at tiong. we went t mos burger and talked for like quite a while, haaven seen them in like ages. anw, goin t sch fun fair tmr with B and jack. hahas. =)
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pretty, no matter wad, you'll alw b my pretty la k. definately will keep in contact de XD
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Baby, i love you and onli you, so pls believe me whn i say this ok. you're the one i want and the one i need and you mean the world t me, i dont like our fights and i no i can be realli unreasonable sometimes, but nevertheless i love you a lottttt. hahas. dont have insecurities ok, no one could replace you. ily and imy <3
valentine's day/9:26 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
im in ms ang's lesson which which is like super borin, i thik we found a new skill which is t bitch and trust me, we can do tat like realli well luh, hahas. anw, yst was alright, went for the cca thing aft class and joined cheerleadin, roteract club and adventure club. went t the library aft tat and we (max, manfred, me, maxine, charlene, wan yun and cheralyn) brought a whole new meanin t cam whorin, and believe or nt, we were in the library whn we decided t cm whore and trust me, we made a hell load of noise luh. hahahs. went home aft tat and we literally bitched along the way. lols. ok, lecture today has been rellli borin, i didnt even pay attenetion in like either of the lecturer's class la. lols. was msn-in max and manfred jus now durin scriptwritin class and talked t rebecca too. sians. cnt wait till its lunch XD hahhas.
imy B!
valentine's day/8:58 PM
A brand new meanin t cam-whorin XP
valentine's day/8:32 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
I'm into you,
And no one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love
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BABY'S BEING A PIG NOW!
hahas. im over at B's house nw usin my labbie at stealin his connection while he's like sleepin like a pig.lols. but, cant blame him cause he has like night shift till mornin. hahhas.anw, sch was ok today i guess. lessons from our PM mr edwin, i mean he's nice and all but it was like freakkkkin borin jus nw, so much so that i had t end up playin spider solitaire and hoped he didnt see. hahhas, well, he's teaching like presentation and stuff, and we have t think of a 90 sec presentation abt ourself. but like lol. wad m i supposed t say bout myself for soooooo long, i seriously think im boring luh. hahahs. lols. anw went t eat with them at koufu, marcus chua joined us tday. the jap food there is ok, i finally got my internet connection done up =D hahhas. went t B's house aft tat and bumped into stalk-ee at the mrt station, thn she askd me y i was there thn i joked tat i realli stalked her, thn i tld her tat B stayed near her and stuff, hahhas lols. ok shall update ltr thn, thik ill b havin dinenr at plaza again tday. heee. hahahs. =X
valentine's day/1:32 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
2nd day of school and i've got a stalkee; Amelina, 4 darlings; charlene, ping hui, hiijah and Humariah. and one sweetheart; jia min.
im a player yo.hahas. XD
valentine's day/7:37 AM
Baby ily <3
If all else perished, and he remained,
i should still continue to be;
and if all else remained and he were annaihilated,
the univeres would turn to a mighty stranger.
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met the gals in the mornin as usual, but a few were late so we went t macs t get our breakfast. aft tat they came y join us, and we went off t lessons. scriptwriting was the first lesson of the day, well it was...... i kinda cant describe it, but it was ok i guess, but of course, mr ahzar's lesson was more entertaining. anw, went for lunch at koufu aft tat. lols. ate spaghetti again. thn went for class, saw timothy there so we decided t talk t him and stuff, actually he's realli nice bt jus a lil quiet ba. anw, we went for the lecture by mr johnn who is like reallllli informal and realli quite cool. im startin t realli love this course and all my classmates, i mean everyone's realli cool once you get a chance t talk t them, but for some, its an exception, the more you talk t them, the scarier the person actually gets. call me bitchy but wtvr. i have my own opinions XD anw, aft lessons, we (maxine, ping hui, kenneth, timothy, maymay, wan yun, charlene, cheralyn and jia min) went t explore again and went t find the 3rd lang center. but the thing is, we found out after a lot of searching that we can onli take it as a module in the 2nd year. jap =DD hahas. anw, may may's stead came with us. lols. erm, ping hui and i were bitchin all the way and ltr on so was charlene and wan yun, thats wad happens when girls have a common topic, bitchin begins. hahas.
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met baby at petir lrt station, ppl who usually read my blog, i chnged dear's name for certain reasons onli we no. hehe. ps. XD anw, went t lot one and went t modify his psp, freakkin ex luh, cheat B's money lo. lol. went t kfc aft tat, he saw his frens the other timothy and etc. hahahs. went t walk srnd and he went t fag. we kinda explored lot one again. hhhas. went t novena aft tat. walked arnd, on the mrt, the 2 of us were some hw competing in puzzle bubble, he keeps callin himself a pro and me a noob luhhhhh -.- hahas. anw, ill toally trash him luh. hee. anw, we reached and started directing me like i was a drunkard luh, hahas, cause i was super concentrated played puzzle bubble, so he kept directin me t walls luh. anw, went t play arcade aft tat thn sat dwn and talked and stuff. B's gtta work night shift tonight, hais. which means tt it'll end at like 7 in the mornin tmr.lols. miss baby loads.
Baby, take care ok, i no you are super ired now, JYJY, ily loads, c you tmr, imy. <3
valentine's day/6:34 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
when im crying, i want you to hug me
and never let me go.
when im being unreasonable,
i want you t hold my hand and tell me you love me
when i dont say anything,
its because i love you so much that
i dont wanna say anythin i know ill regret.
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"MEDIA IS NOT EASY WORK."
as quoted by mr ahzar, my lecturer for the first day. :D anyway, first day of poly life today, its nothin like sec school where you see a group of people in unfiorm waiting for their friends, no, nothin like that. secondary school seems so far away after today. woke up super early in the mornin t meet the girls at yeo chu kang mrt station so we could go t class tgt. after everyone reached, we went t nyp. lols. anw, jia min and i were starvin so we decided t go t macs t get burger and we ate it on the way up t class (which we had no idea was where) hahhas. lols. anyway we kinda like explored and with 5 mins t the class time, we panicked and called the rest. luckily we got there on time. lessons were realli ok, i mean, it wasnt boring or like anything that i had expected, mr ahzar was realli humourous and he is the first teacher who i've ever heard talkin bout scratchin balls and bitching. hahas. realli a bigggg diff from pri/sec sch. lols, girls sch. anw, it was realli funny, esp like when he saw that our attention span was dropping and he decided t get us t intro ourselves n stuff n tat was realli interesting. hahas. anw there was this part he said bout the 2 marcus-ses, seeing them in block c toilet. hahhahas lols. reallli joke of the day lo. lols. straight as an arrow sia. hahas. seriously mr ahzar cracks me up. lols. im jus worried like hell for the assessment thingy and the grp we'll b assigned. crossing my fingers now =)
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anw, after sch went t koufu with jia min, maxine, charlene, sheralyn, wan yun and may may. we had lunch and chatted for a while, the spaghetti there is like realli good. delicious =D hahas. i think ill stick t tat for lunch for quite a while but i'll explore with the sauces =DD hahas. anw, aft talkin for quite a while, decided t go t explore the sch quite a bit and find the classroom for tmr. we gt a lil lost adn we found out that we had the tendency of standing in the middle of no where. hahhas lols. funny. anw, aft explorin, we went t the library cafe. slacked arnd there and got drinks. hahas so funny. there was this one guy that we saw who was occupying a 7 plus seater, so we wanted t test him t see if he'll leave or wad, mind you, it was quite crowded (as in not many seats for those big grps) so it was like a last resort thing. hahas. so charlene went over and asked him "are you alone?" hahahs, it was superrrr misleadin sia the question and the guy jus blushed. so we sat dwn thn found another seat in like 50 secs or so, it was damnnnnnnn paiseh can. hahahs lols. anw, we talked for quite a bit and found out more bout them. hahhas interestin first day.
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met dear aft tat, he came t fetch me, sorry for being late. hee. i dont realli wanna discuss wad happened next and ill jus leave it at that. we went t get his and jack's psp, one red and another blue. thn went over t chinatown point and waited for jack. dear adn i slacked and talked. hahas.anw, after he came, we went t this hawker centre for dinner, the bak kut teh was realllllllllli gd. like the best ever. hahhas. im still craving for the soup now actually. ahhas. we went t secret place for a while, they fiddled with their psp's and i tell you, the 2 of them are such litterbugs luh, *shakes head. hahahs lols. we went t the phone shop aft tat, they asked the guy t help them put the screen protectors and aft a while, he agreed. the guy is like super cute luh, there was this china dude that asked him
"you mei you jin long ka (card for overseas call)"
the guy: "mei you, you visa ka."
"hao, xin yong ka zhe me yang da dian hua?"
the guy: "visa ka bu neng da dian hua, shi yong lai ti qian de la!"
thn the china guy jus walked away lookin damnnn lost la. hhahas. and in the end, dear ended up buyin a screen portector t him and he tired t get jack t buy for a much cheaper price so he can make dear du lan. hahhahahs. super dute dude can, lols. anw, dear accompanied me for bus aft tat. hahhas. miss you luh =)
valentine's day/6:37 AM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
do you know how much you've hurt me with that msg of yours.
did you know you were the first guy t ever make me feel so loved,
the first guy ive ever loved so much
the first guy ive ever cried so much for.
you realli mean a lot t me, but the words you said cut me deeply
i no you say it out of fear, concern,
but do you no, everytime u say tat i gonna have a chnge of heart,
is adding another wound t my heart.
everytime you mention her name,
is adding on t my pile of insecurities.
i love you so much and ill do everything i can t keep us tgt,
so pls believe me whn i say i love you n only you
i cant make promises for the future but
jus know tat you're the onli guy that this heart beats for.
valentine's day/7:43 AM
Silhouette of a perfect frame, shadows of your smile, will always remain <3
something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
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woke up aft auntie called me. rushed and got in the cab with her and mei yan, went for he lesson thingy.it was alright today i guess, played some game with the hula hoop, the objective is t get the hula hoop on the ground, and this is played with a lot of ppl, and each person can onli use one finger and no clasping. lols. eventually, we managed t do it. next game was passin the hula hoops to each other while they were holdin hands, everythin was ok till jia en and i decided t saboh cher, but thn, he vvvvv violent lo, despite the hoop alr bein on him, he still can maange t use his strength t out it back on us. lols. anw, i kenna forfeit, but jus push ups so its ok. next was the borin talk. kong zi. lols. but its better this week at least.
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went t meet dear at interchange, he came all the way so we could have lunch :DD went t sing pools thn went t have our lunch at the hawker centre there, many stalls werent open but finally managed t find a couple of stalls that were gd. i was plannin t go t sing post office t send the thing tday but he convinced me t wait for him and go tgt tmr. hhahas. lols. ate lunch and went with dear t the interchange t take 851 t his work place while i took the bus hm. hai, dear resumed work tday, miss him luhhh, even though i jus met him jus now but schoolin tmr, at lest ill meet him tmr. he workin till so late tonight, thn mornin shift tmr, hai, tat dumb dumb still wan watch soccer, sometimes i realli think im datin a bull, so stubborn, but still.... hahahs. played audi and talked t pretty whn i reached hm, thn slacked arnd and watched fight back t school. yaym i bought 3 new polo t's yst for school.
dear, cant talk t you all the way till tonight whn u fin work, i miss you loadssssss, be careful ok, i love you.
valentine's day/1:10 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
i miss you!!!
take care of your leg ok, and be careful whn you go t work tmr. i love you dear =)
valentine's day/9:12 AM
dear has t go t work soon... X(
Took a chance, roll the dice of me and you
Opened up, let you in my world
Like a dance, started slow and then love took control
Swept away, so proud to be your girl
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whole day today has been spent rottin at home, hahas. woke up arnd 12 plus, due to dear's phone call. talked t him for a while. thn went t use the com, video called with dear thn played audi. watched tv and copied dwn school's timetable. talked t baby low. tats abt all i did today i guess. sians. tmr have t go for that stupid course thingy. so borin sia, dear has t go back t work tmr sia, lols. gonna miss him luh, hopefully can meet him before he goes t work tmr.
valentine's day/2:41 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
If you only knew what you really do
Ain't ever had no one that does it quite like you do
You could spend half a lifetime
Trying to find one like you,
That`s why i am so glad i found you,
I wished upon a star and it came true
dear im so glad that i love you.
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didnt go for orientation tday, sorry MS ppl, hope ur had fun X). anw, went to boon lay t wait for dear in the mornin, reached arnd 10 plus and dear was late, hahas. he came arnd 11, 1 hour sia, but luckily, i was equipped, i brought my book along so i didnt realli get bored, but he made it up t me, dear gt me taiwan sausage which i was actually craving for =) hahhas, tx dear, anw, we went over t the clinic for his check up. the doc said his fracture is pretty much healing and he cld get back t work, but still, its so worrying, esp when i no that he'll b playin bball tmr and that he hasnt fully recovered. he can reduce me t a totally naggish state. hahas. anw, aft check up, we went t get movie tickets for louis koo's a good father. played arcade before that.
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the movie was realli awesome, it has humour, romance and drama, nt t mention some action i guess. it was realli funny, hahahs, there was this one scene where louis koo's duaghter was scared of his tiger tatoo whn they wen t the beach, so he had t wrap a towel arnd and his "brothers" were tls t lie on the sand cuase of their tatoos and were t crawl there. hahhas. well, it realli is a gd show. anw, aft tat went t the pasa malam there t walk. dear bought $8 worth of yan shu ji tday. -.- hahas, went over t vivo. met jack at vivo thn we went t mini toons t meet gd and xin ying. lols. aft tat we slacked and walked arnd. played arcade, went daiso and pet shop. aft tat xy left and gs and i accompanied her thn it was off for dinner. we ate at the hawker centre there and on the way there, i met aashna, it has been seriously toooo long, so when i called her name, all our conversation was more or less this.
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me & aashna: OMG OMG OMG!!!( hugged)
aashna: wad sch are you in?
me: nanyang poly
aashna: OMG, is it ok?
me:yea.
aashna: OMG u have t give me ur msn and add me tonight
me: hahas okok. OMG.
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seriously, i no there was a lot of OMG;s but i haven seen or had any form of sontact with ehr for years, hahas, so tat kinda led t the outburst which also included a lottttt of screamin. hahhas. anw, dinner was gd =) although the guy tried t cheat of us 1 satay. hahhas. XD anw, went t town aft tat. walked t paragon, heeren, cine and sent gs t the mrt station thn it was off t the bus stop with dear and jack, then went off.
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sometimes i feel as though im in some kind of dream, and im havent woken up yet, cause i cant believe i found you, cant believe that all this is not a dream cause it just seems too good t be true. ily a lot dear =)
valentine's day/10:47 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
if you gave me one chance t tell u how i was feeling
i would sing t you and tell you
i wont live my life without you
if you gave me one chance t tell u how i was feeling
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know i'll never let you go.
090408 (wednesday):
went over t dear's place. thn accompanied him t teck whye t cut his hai, thn we had lunch there. thn it was off t tiong area with me, went t the arcade. then we met up with bro and ended up goin t my hse. lols. dear was bein funny, cuase he was t pretend t b bro;s fren, so he decided t call bro fren cause he forgt my bro name. hahas. so he went around callin, fren fren. hahhas. anyway, he entertained himself by seein pics, some whn i was younger and certain neos. lols. hahas, we went over t twn t meet jack and gs. thn met them at PS. went t parklane aft they reached and gs and i went t play audi while dear and jack went t arcade. aft audi, we went t play arcade with them thn we walked t bugis. lols. ate there and slacked arnd thn homed.
100408 (thursday):
woke up early and went t nyp, well, went t yeo chu kang mrt station t wait for marcus who was late -.- hahas anyway, aft he came, we went t the auditorium and did out registration and stuff. listened t talks and stuff, o, there was this one performance that was rather stunning, the girls were in skimpy outfits and yet grinding up against the guys, but it was damnnnnn hot sia. the guys were lousy though XD hahas. and guess was cca is that, ballroom. LOLS. anw, the whole time, we were whinin that we were hungry and i complained that if withnin half an hour no one fed me, i would eat the mushroom next t me. hahhas. anw, went for lunch whn mel asked the question i kinda expected. hahhas. anw, we went for this "talk" aft tat, abt our computer stuff and the lecturer was this guy who was supppppperrrr cute, nt as in a gd lookin kind, he looked exactly like moses lim, but it was the way he talked tat made him like super
cute sia. hahhas. mass dance thn it was off for ice breakin games. lols.
thn it was team buiding games. this is the game which would guarantee my muscle ache tmr. hhahas. the objective of the game was t get all 26 of us on this like realli small mat, so we had t squeeze and sing twinkle twinkle lil star and mary had a lil lamb. so, aft tat, they folded it even smaller, so we had t come up t this option, the girls, well, some of them wld have t b carried by the guys. manfred carried me, marcus carried fiona, someone else carried rebecca and hijjah. and up there, the few of us were still cracking jokes and askin each other for our names. hahhas. but our bases kept laughin and makin us laugh thn they would ask us t stop laughin whn they were the ones makin us laugh. hahhas lols. anw went for another talk thn
back t sports hall. met up with roshini for a while =)
went t meet dear at the mrt station aft tat, we had a rather heated arguement i guess, erm, went t lot 1 thn cck cc. dear played bball and talked t random ppl, random being, yong quan, jack, timonthy, henry. hahas lols, it was rather funny the things they said, lols. anyway, went t eat aft they finished playin bball, well, dear and jack at least. they were playin ball with 2 other guys. ate the coffee shop there and homed aft tat. lols. typing on my lappie now =D haha.
valentine's day/10:42 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I thought I'd already touched the sky
I got to know you and I don't know why
But all of my life couldn't mean as much
As just being loved by you
grew old of my old blogskin so i decided t chnge. hahas. anyway, goin over t dear's hse ltr thn he's comin over with me for the stupid labtp thingy. tx dear. yay, gna go audi with pretty ltr =)
yst was a gd day. met suta at far east arnd 1, i was late, sorry babe. anyway, we went t eat chicken rice and the couple we had t share tables with was traumatised by me i think. hahhas. details shld b avoided. anw, suta and i sat at the stair case while watin fr xian and cs. they came thn we went t gelare for ice cream an waffles. we talked for quite a while, its been a long time since we had a girls day out and we talked abt realli everythingggg! =) hahas. anw went t walk aft tat thn cs and i went off t the toilet bt instead we went t the shop where they sold the corset that suta wanted and i bought it for her as her bdae pres. hahas. thn went t find them again.
walked over t cine whn it started rainin cats and dogs, it was seriously a dwn pour and everyone looked at us like some weirdos whn we went into cine. went t kfc and saw cheryl. lol. thn we ate and talked somemore, and they were hillarious at the point whn i tld them that gal bitched bout me. lols. seriously, the three of them are realli good at suan-in ppl. hahas. went t far east and met sa in between. cs, zx and i went t trim our fringe thn we walked arnd. went over t panjang with suta, cs and sa while xian went off.
met dear at plaza thn we went t eat. thn aft eatin, we went t macs t go find sa and cs, while we were in 7eleven, smth cute happened. hhahas. im nt sure if cute is the word though, anw, we went t garden plaza aft tat t talk, gt chased off the stage so went went smewhere else t sit. thn cs, sa and i started playin the chi word game, the one where u have t con from first word t last word, and surprisingly, sa did well, hahahs, she onli failed whn we said whoever said eng first will lose. went off aft tat and dear wnt with me t the bus stop. =)
cals, tx for yst, i realli appreciate the advices and the listening ears while i bitched and whined. hahas. it realli meant a lot. ur calmed me dwn and gave me great advice. i realli can b super retarded at times and tx for tolerating, i love you babes, dono wad i'll do without ur. hahas. and mommy, you'll have my support no matter wad, anythin, jus call me yea. love ya
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUTA X)
valentine's day/8:44 AM
Monday, April 07, 2008
I love being in love with you and living inside your heart <3
There's always that one person that will always have your heart
you'll never see it coming cause your blinded from the start
know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see
you will always be my boo.
met dear arnd 5 plus at plaza sing, srry for bein like super late. anw, we walked arnd PS and went t the arcade t play time crisis 3. aft tat went over t parklane. and on the way, i saw miss pearlene sim. LOL. ironic sia. dear and i wear holdin hands, thn i saw her at the junction arnd the cathay, thn i let go off his hand but still, she saw. hahas, actually, i also dono y i let go, cause its like, i alr graduated, but it seems as though i was caught dating by my teacher whn im like still schooling, hahas. i think miss sim kinda guessed my reaction and stuff, so she jus looked at me and started smiling and laughing. thn aft we crossed the road, we held hands again, thn she turned arnd t look at us and saw like again, thn she started smiling, again. hahhas. o ya, met melissa and hannah too =)
anw, we played the arcade at parklane, our shooting game thn house of dead 4. thn we had dinner upstairs and went t purmei t find baby low and brenda. lol. we walked by bball court way and dear saw hk. well, he saw us too. he was staring, thn i think he realised it was me, and i think he realised it was dear so he looked away. baby low and i was saying that be4 the incident, in the past, he would have called us. but truthfully, i dont regret, he was the one that betrayed my trust and said those things t dear. he ruined the friendship that we had. i wont forgive him for sayin those things t dear. anw, we slacked arnd the swing area thn at the void deck too. baby and brenda were like super high as usual. hahas. thn they left and dear walked with me from purmei t my house. we slacked arnd the opp block's void deck and talked and stuff thn he sent me home.
tx dear =)
nw he's still on the bus home, if only we didnt stay so far apart, thn you wont have to take such a long time t get back. tx for still sendin me home despite being tired and all, ily and imy. <3
valentine's day/11:05 PM
whn u love someone, shldnt you do all in your ability to make that person feel secure, feel loved, and yet, you're not able t do any of that. fuck you. seriously, i thought you would be able t give her happiness, nt makin her cry over you like everyday. do you even care how much you hurt her, the nights you go out t thon, go out t club and leavin her alone. the days u dont msg her or reply her, you claim to love her but you dont show it, you fight with her over the smallest things and expect her t bloody give in whn she wasn't at fault. you take charge in every single aspect of her life and expect her nt t have any say in it at all. if it wasnt for the fact that vonne jie still loved you, do you think she would have given in all those times, do u no hw much you fking hurt her and do you even care, you hong girls in front of her but whn guys jus talk t her, you flare up. seriously, wad kind of guy are you. im realli ashamed to have a gan kor like you. if vonne jie didnt call me t tell me, i still wont no, its been happenin for so long and i still dont no. the promises you made t me and her in the past all stand for shit. jus fking leave her alone like wad she said la. if you really love her, thn jus leave her alone and stop hurting her even further
valentine's day/10:13 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Silhouette, of a perfect frame, shadows of your smile, will always remain <3
Something happened to my heart the day that I met you
Something that I never felt before
You are always on my mind no matter what I do
And every day it seems I love you more
HAPPY ANNI DEAR =)
today has been one of the best days ever =)
met dear in the morn aft goin for the leadership lesson thingy with mei yan. all i can say is, LOL. anw, dad send me over t panjang t find dear. went up t his house and we xchanged anni pres. i gave him 2 things, album thingy and the mug. dear's pres was the sweetest evr. i think its been one of the sweetest gifts i've ever receive, honestly, aft i received it, i couldnt stop smiling like an idiot, i was really really touched. the gesture itself was a sweet one, the bears and the necklace jus made everything so much sweeter =) ily dear and i love ur gifts, tx soooo much. <3. anw, our original plan was t go t the zoo, but thn, rain. hahhas. so we went t lot 1, n walked the pasa malam first thn while we ate, jack and pretty; geokshan came le. thn we went t c the movie timin and bought the tix t watch the andy lau show abt three kingdoms; resurrection of the dragon if im nt wrong. thn we went t the arcade t play thn off t watch the movie. the theatre was like freakinnn cold, the movie was quite nice i think. not bad but its rather history based so i guess you'll onli b interested in it if you dont mind watchin this kind of movie which i realli dont. hahhas =)
aft movie we went t ten mile junction, while walking, it started rainin damn bad, jack n gs brought umbrella, but dear and i didnt, so we ended up coverin with his cardi. hahhas. thn luckily, i used the cap tat i brought along cause i thought we'll be goin t the zoo. hahhas. had dinner at ten mile junction, the food was gd and cheap. hahas. thn we wanted t play lan, but thn the place opp was so stupid, mus pay t join member before u actually pay t play lan, n its nt like they give you cheaper either. lol. so decided nt t and we went t sit at the void deck. thn we talked and stuff. hahhas. took 190 back with gs and jack thn gs and i took mrt. lols. there was this stupid incident on the bus, there was this fucking idiot who thought he was like damnnn tall, thn i was wearin a cardi and a racer back, thn he kept lowerin his head and kep tryin t look into my shirt. lol. thn his head kept goin lower and his eyes kept lowerin too, seriously, he mus think im like some idiot who doesnt no he is staring. luckily my shirt isnt low or wad so cant c anything, but still, i was pissed, so i turned arnd and said "pls dont think im an idiot and dont no that ur lookin dwn my shirt" caused a lil commotion though cause some ppl stared, thn tat fucker jus pretended nt t hear anything and turned arnd. like wth. i was contemplating whether t hit his bloody crotch, but i reached tiong, and also, my better sense tld me nt t be rash. lol. luckily im in a gd mood tday. fucker. anw, pics of tday =)
the bx he gave me =)
dear, ily.
my pres for him
his pres =)
his necklace and mine
the back of the necklace, a pic of us <3
close up.
dear, i love you, so much. its been a month and this month has realli been so fast, but still, other thn the fact that i love you more and miss you more every day, nothin much changed. thanx for tolerating my stubbornness and willfulness. i no it aint easy t. srry for jus nw, i realli didnt wna disappoint you, and esp nt tday, whn ur happy, im happy too. seein you disappointed realli upsets me. i love you ok, and i will bu chang you de la k. i honestly mean it whn i say that the pres you gave me is realli the best i've evr like received among all cause its realli sooo sweet, it really touched me a lot and ill wear the necklace all the time de, i realli love it, like how much i love you. thanx for everything day, its realli been a great day and ill nvr forget it de. love you much. =) <3>
valentine's day/8:21 AM
Friday, April 04, 2008
This is my very first love song
that didnt end up in tears
i think u rewrote my love songs
for the rest of my years.
went over t dear's place, slacked around. new moon is seriously a fascination, despite reading it like how many times, im still hooked. something abt the love story between edward and bella seems to intrigue me, form sequel t sequel. lols. anyway, dear and i went for lunch at kim san leng aft tat. thn we went t meet suta, cs and liwei at the bus stop. hm.... thn cs, suta and i boarded the bus. met pui yee and qr and her frens on 190. its been ages since we had a kind of girls talk i guess. we went t twn with qr thn the 3 of us left for sch first.
reached sch arnd 4 plus 5, met up with guides, saw some of the juniors and met up with babies =) whn denise and i saw each other in the canteen, we started screamin and huggin each other, i havent seen her for like howwwww long, since prom i think. miss tat tweety bird/ felix cat =) hahas. mommy came and we went t fetch her, thn suta left. qr came t join us and we went up for registration. saw a lot of frens and classmates. luckily for me, i was seated nxt t annabelle and may yong. the award ceremony was alright, first was speeches, thn it was the award giving. it was so embarrassing, they put our grad day photos on stage while they called out our names t gt the award. hahas. although it may jus b a piece of paper, a certificate, but its enough t make me happy, it justifies that our past commitments and dedication was worth smth. anyway, annabelle and i were snickering at certain performances. lol. one thing i missed abt stc was our sch song, and our ij song. whn the ij song was played, i went over t cs and we started our whole swaying thing. hahhas.
aft the award ceremony, we went t gt refreshments ad caught up with a few teachers. thn cs and qr went t twn while mommy n i went t tiong t meet dear, jack, baby van and xy. we went over t great world aft tathad macs while xy and baby van had yoshi. it was realli damn funny, shall nt elaborate i guess. hahas. van and i went t send mommy off t take bus thn off t the arcade. watchin them play hose of the dead 4 was realli amusing. hahhas. thn xy and van went off while dear, jack and i went t twn. we went cine thn met samuel. thn went over t find sis and despite the shock it gave me, it was kinda a relief i guess. hahas. thn went t the bus stp. dear sent me hm thn he went back. all in all, it was a gd day i guess =)
dear, im srry our fights, i no im stubborn and stuff. anw, i cant wait for tmr and i love you. tx for sendin me home even though you were tired <3
valentine's day/8:09 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
IM NOT HAM! =D
You have my attention
Like you've had all the while,
Since that first day when you made my heart smile,
With loving eyes and tired sighs that follow.
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary.
yest went t dear's house and our entertainment was watchin looney toons, super funny sia, hahahs. dear was like a kid though, hahas. this mornin went t nanyang t buy kabtop with daddy, sad thing is that my labtop will onli come aft like 10 workin days. i gt the sane ibe as cs, the accer one. similair t the one that deaar has too. went over t dear's place aft lunch, we watched the empress and the warriors jus nw, it was nt bad la, jus tat i felt it was too short, thn wtched looney toons again, well, right nw im usin his labtop t blog while he is like laughin t himself at tweety bird, hahhas. but.... tweety is the cutest though =) hahas, i think he'll be goin t cc ltr t either play/watch ppl play ball, gna rain le. hahhas
valentine's day/12:59 AM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
from the minute those three words were said, there was no turning back.
can you feel the love tonight? It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we've got this far
And can you feel the love tonight. How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best
went over t dear's place tday. he was bein a 猪 again. hahhas. anyway, we slacked playin bridge and waited for jack n geok shan t come. thn after they came, dear dily dallyed, but i was freakin hungry, so i kept hurryin him. hahhas ps dear. anyway, we went t eat at his hse dwn stairs thn off t plaza. saw contessa and van loh, thn met yvonne, thn saw suta and thal. hahhas. met quite a few ppl, most i wldnt i have expected t see at plaza though. hahhas lols. funny. anyway, slacked there a while thn it was off t court. while they played, gs and i talked, finally got someone t accompany whn they playin ball. thn dear injured his toe, haix, alr tell him le, his toe injured, thn still play. haix. hope his toe wont so pain le. tmr mayb go with him t the polyclinic t put the metal.
sa, playmate, i love your. tc ok. <3
valentine's day/8:03 AM
